There's really no way to reach me, cause I'm Already Gone.
- You know it's harder to get into depression for people who hear Kesha? The music that plays ... but you are different. Does not make you sleep at night and your heart beats wildly.
- Yes, but Kesha can not explain what I feel, I live on a totally different planet.
-Si, it is true, she is much more superficial, but she is happy and people who listen to his music are quiet .. you should think a bit about!
- You're asking me to be superficial, to listen to that kind of music? I can not do a thing, could not even if I wanted. I am not able to be the blonde of the party, that in his town is loved and respected by all. I am the anti-social, although not even like me, I'm just like, I can not and I can not change. They are too complicated even for myself, unfortunately, is all written in my DNA. I tried to be a positive person sometimes, to be one who thinks the very best, but it always ended in a terrible way, I always come back so ...
- So broken, broken. It 'just the point. It is not a question of character, you know it and do not understand why you keep denying it to yourself, you were always smart. It 's a disease called depression, and you're inside the neck up. It 's been a year, and you're in the same miserable conditions. You are not improved, indeed. I understand that at first I could only think it was an affair of the heart went wrong, but you know very well that that was not the problem. It was not that he loved, and even when they were together You feel so alone and you could not, could not just to have a relationship with someone. Oh come on, you even stopped to eat, you lose pounds and pounds in one week, and God only knows what would have happened if you had not stopped. I know that you have not stopped by the mirror, you have stopped because most did not see the sense of niente.Da that day you have not stopped eating, you stop living. And now you come to the point where not even your family recognize you more and you can not, you just can not let him see what you have inside. Killing you, you can not negarlo.Loro can not see it, but I know that you can see all the symptoms of depression on te.Tu need help and I can not give it to you because are too fragile to sustain anything so great, because it is' something so big.
- and I hear that Kesha is the solution to all this? Do you really believe that an act so stupid that makes me heal? You said that this is serious, how can you expect me to go out there alone as if nothing had happened? It is not easy and will not work. I can not talk to anybody, and I do not do well. But what should I do? I have not the faintest idea, all I want to do is listen to my music that depresses you so much and cry. There is nothing against this, and now leave me alone and bring your hopes elsewhere. All this will not change and do not understand why you inflict so much to say otherwise. I tried listening Kesha, but everything I write is a silly little tune that sticks in my head. I already gave up my dress to be more in "peace" with others and not to be excluded and the only result that I got is that I have not the faintest idea who I am and what I want. I am confused and scared, and always will be, I do not think this can change. The person who was so mature and calm when talking about him I liked a lot, but I do not think that will ever exist.
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