Well, starting the endless nights where you just that song and that wonderful fresh air of summer nights to give you the serenity you've been looking for a full year. Now we start with this new year, from the days when just last year I let myself be dragged down, in a vicious circle. This time to listen to a song I have, and it is beautiful, nice and fresh. I just remember these evenings, and perhaps this is why as soon as I heard I heard the frenzy that I had not felt for some time. Yet it is not tied to any memory, but already I am excited. There will be something nice to remember this time, no?
And then we go. Lighter. More optimistic. More hopeful. More frightened. But the important thing is to jump headlong into life. And that's what I'm going to do, and I bet with great results. I am afraid of many things, but I'm sure I'm not a fool, I will not make the same mistake twice.
I'm going to talk about him, hopefully for the last time. I am not angry or disappointed. Stay with her, I'm doing right, though sometimes I lose more than a thought about you, what you're doing or thinking. But that's okay, I know there will always be. But less and less painful. And this I can accept. Now we would perfect the phrase "I stopped thinking about it now, but I do strange dreams." Not quite true, because I have not totally stopped thinking about you, but I do a lot less than some time ago. But I do a lot of strange dreams, it's heartbreaking, sometimes it seems that you want to tell me something, something we've never had the chance to tell us. But this is something crazy, and you still have time to think about everything that you would have told me that I should have known do not have it, I know. Which then, now that I think, we must be one of the greatest stories that were never written. Sometimes I fill my head with "what if ..." too many people did interfere when not needed, they reacted useless and unnecessary things said, and then it was enough that you had a little more and I will in a little less fear and all, perhaps, would go as it should. But just think about it now, it's gone as he could. I do not forget that promise, but maybe it's to put it aside, I will write it on a post-it, one of the yellow ones that you must have seen, and put it in the closet. And now let's move on, without anger and without malice, just ... go ahead. I really want the best for you and want to see you happy, always. Now after all these sickly sweet, there would be a hug, but one of those friendly, mutual agreement that would not have anything. If it could talk I bet you would say "I gave it my all, I have sacrificed so much even when I should not, but even I have not gained anything at all from the pain, despite everything, it is worth it. I do not care, where I, with whom I will be. You'll always be the person who would marry the next day if you only ask me . Although, I admit, I am moved to write some of these things (are you really good to make me cry like a baby) do not have to be something terrible and painful, no?
Come on, smile and go beyond . I promise that I do.
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